I'm A Failure(Pop Version-VC)

Don’t know why I can’t ever figure it out Never see what I need to get through Life a haze of pain, anxiety and doubt It will never matter, no matter what i do Think I’ve turned corner, dead end again Think Life is getting better, only worse Feel like I’m always living in the lion’s den Useless and worthless my eternal curse When hope rings true Only lies seep through Really nothing I can do On this truth I must chew I’m a failure, that’s where I’m at Nothing more but likely far less This one thing about me is a fact All i touch is a big fucking mess Lifetime of trying so hard for nothing Why won’t I ever get my shit together Full of the futility and self-loathing I guess I’m gonna be fucked up forever What use am I? None. That’s the answer The only one that doesn’t matter, me I’m a living, breathing, walking cancer I don’t know how they all can’t see When hope rings true Only lies seep through Really nothing I can do On this truth I must chew I’m a failure, that’s where I’m at Nothing more but likely far less This one thing about me is a fact All i touch is a big fucking mess If life was better, don’t think it’d matter Still would be the same useless fuck Three and out, don’t swing batter batter Just slink away, this dumb schmuck Trying as hard as I can just to fail That’s my own life of insanity My stubbornness does not avail Failure is what I will plead When hope rings true Only lies seep through Really nothing I can do On this truth I must chew I’m a failure, that’s where I’m at Nothing more but likely far less This one thing about me is a fact All i touch is a big fucking mess Think I got it figured out Just another time I fail Know it will be different this time Just another time I fail Do my best for those I love Just another time I fail Show that this is not my lot Just another time I fail When hope rings true Only lies seep through Really nothing I can do On this truth I must chew I’m a failure, that’s where I’m at Nothing more but likely far less This one thing about me is a fact All i touch is a big fucking mess