Poison Paradise

You wrapped your lies around my wrist like chains Fed me your medicine to numb the pain Sweet little promises dissolved on my tongue Now I'm dancing with demons, I'm coming undone Your love tastes like chemicals burning my veins You're the sickness, you're the cure, you're driving me insane I'm drowning in your poison paradise Can't tell the truth from all your lies You got me hooked and paralyzed In your poison paradise Every morning I wake up reaching for you Can't remember who I am without something new My reflection's a stranger, my mind's turning gray You're the only thing keeping the darkness at bay But the darkness is you, and I'm losing my way In this chemical prison you built just to stay I'm drowning in your poison paradise Can't tell the truth from all your lies You got me hooked and paralyzed In your poison paradise Pills in my pocket, needles in the night You control what I take, you control what I fight My body's a battlefield, my soul's for sale Every dose is a promise, every high is a fail I'm screaming but silent, I'm broken but whole You've got the keys to my body, you've got my soul Swallow it down, swallow it down That's what you want, that's what you need I own your blood, I own your breath I own every thought inside your head Yeah, you're mine, you'll always be mine Can't live without me, can't survive Choke on it, choke on it This is love, this is love But somewhere between the high and the fall I found a moment of peace in the hall Your voice faded out, the chemicals cleared And I saw myself in the mirror I feared Maybe I'm stronger than what you believe Maybe I'm brave enough finally to leave Now I'm walking through withdrawal, through shaking and pain Every second without you feels like acid rain I miss the numbness, I miss the lie Where you made me feel something before I could die Breaking free's harder than staying enslaved But I'm clawing my way out of this grave I'm lost in the silence of poison paradise Can't find myself through the chemicals and lies I'm breaking your hold, I'm terrified Lost in the wreckage of poison paradise I'm coming alive, I'm coming alive I'm coming alive, I'm coming alive I'm coming alive, I'm coming alive In the wreckage of poison paradise Yeah, I'm coming alive